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i should be sleeping, but instead i'm sitting here listening to knife in the water and feeling sorry for myself. what a fucking waste.

i was thinking of compiling the hardest/worst days of my life, juxtaposed with the best/happiest. it could be good for me or the worst thing ever, which is why i haven't done it yet.

i need a razor.
i need to clean my apartment.
i need an attorney.
i need to see a doctor.
i need new glasses.
i need to drink more water.
i need to wash my car.
i need to do homework.
i need to call my mother.
i need a drink.
i need to cut my hair.
i need a shower.
i need to do laundry.
i need cigarettes.
i need to go to fucking sleep.